Monday, December 14, 2020
You Always Had the Power
Thursday, November 19, 2020
An Angel's Prayer
With tattered wings
And tarnished halo
She sits crossed legged
Atop of a rocky ledge
She drops her head into her hands
She weeps
Weeps for the heartache
Weeps for the pain
Weeps for the loss
Allowing it to all to flow through her
And down her face
The tears ebbed over the rocks
Down into the ravine
Forming a puddle,
A pond
Then a lake of tears
How many souls has she tried to comfort
How much agony she has absorbed
Hearts she sought to comfort
She has lost count
The world is overwhelmed with hopelessness, anger and pain
Her tribe of angels are exhausted, battered and bruised
Fighting the resistance of hope, peace and love
She longs for those days
She will feel clean, refreshed, healed and energized
Leaving the sadness, anguish, sorrow and scars behind
As she held the last soul gently, lovingly in her tired arms
She felt a chill from their very being
She noticed her feathers falling to the earth
As her heart sank broken, shattered
Her body quaked
Tighter, she held this soul
Hoping to squeeze the pieces back together
But the resistance prevailed
Tears cascading from her eyes now~
Growing the lake at the bottom of the ravine
Her mind racing to unearth any remaining hope
Left in this world
It has to be here
Somewhere in the souls of those who remain
Her last tear fell, as human pain was released from her grip
She wiped her face with her threadbare gown
Looking bleary at the horizon, once again
Then down at her earthen feet
Her head dropped in prayer
Her knees fell to the rocks
Her pleas echoed in the darkness
She clinched her hands tighter
She spoke the words of love and hope from her crippled heart
She willed hope, peace, love, joy and tenderness
To engulf this weary world
She squeezed her eyes so tight that, even they resisted
But released one last tear to fall
Her hands clasped her chest
Her knees cringed from the shards of broken dreams that littered her perch
Shivering and fearful of the overwhelming darkness
She slowly opened her eyes
Then, there it was
That tiny shimmer emerging from the peak of a distant mountain
She blinked furiously
She sensed a shift
She felt the resonation from the other angels’ prayers
Hope, Light, Unity, Peace
Was tiny and still very fragile
But it was there
She heard the chatters as the angels began to gather
The sounds of cherished resilient spirits
The darkness will begin to lift
The hearts will be begin to open to hope, change and love
Her heart pounded with elation
Suddenly, she noticed her wings began to bloom and straighten
Her gown rinsed clean
Her feet no longer muddy
Her hands no longer bruised
Although the chill still engulfed her
She could begin to feel the warmth
The sun emerging through the clouds, storms and darkness
Her prayers and those of her Angel Tribe
Have been heard, held and answered
The Human Spirit will once again begin to shine.
Monday, November 2, 2020
Your Becoming
That dark forest
The overgrowth
The underbrush
The weeds
The thick pines and oaks
Twisted and snarling your path
You feel the warmth of the other side
It’s flickering in your soul
Guiding you through the woods
Like a warm hand you hold
It is one step at a time
One cleansing breath
One bit of letting go
The one limb is cleared
The roots of that weed releases from the dirt
A gentle refreshing breeze caresses your skin
The path slowly, intentionally and methodically emerges
The grace of the other side is becoming less murky
As you venture deeper into the woods
Letting go of the bread crumbs that led you back to the safety of the known
With faithful hands, you push back the fallen leaves and twisted limbs
Leaving them behind to hide that path to past trials and trails
It feels like walking through mud
As the journey grows longer
Then you hear the gentle trickle of the stream
Where you wash your hands, face and feet
Refreshing your vision
Setting your gaze
Stepping across the clear, cleansing water,
You see the glint of the sun
You are getting closer
Your heart pounds with anticipation
You know you still have many miles to go, many trees to clear on this journey
But each step brings you closer to strength, hope, love, happiness
Knowing that the only thing making this journey with you are
The strength
The wisdom
And the truth
That is authentically and only you
Continuing to stub your toes and trip on roots, you trudge on
But each step gets lighter
And the light gets brighter
You are almost there
You can almost feel the glow from your heart
From your soul
This is
Your knowing
Your souls desire
Breathe it in
With eyes closed and heart open
Embody this journey
This path
Let that light lead you to be whole
Sunday, October 25, 2020
In My Trembling Hands
I took out my heart
In my trembling hands
I squeezed, wrung it out
I let hurt, pain and resentment
Flow from the tissue
Allowing it to release
Onto the ground
I watched, with tears
As the earth absorbed the damage
Red, Black and Blue
Slowly seeping beyond my reach
I rinsed my heart with my tears
Noticing, as the pure white and gentle pink
Began to emerge once again
It has been so long...
Gently, lovingly and slowly
I placed my heart
Back into the center of my chest
The center of my Being
Then I saw it,
A glimmer
A flicker
A renewed light began to appear
Today, it flickers
Tomorrow, it will glow a bit brighter
Until that bright, white light
Shines to lead me ever forward
For Me...
Friday, October 9, 2020
Standing in my Truth
I want you to know, I see you. I hear you and I am here for you.
However, I can stand with you, I am there, except in anger.I have spent nearly a decade of my life in anger and fear. I can no longer live in anger It was slowly killing me.
That is why I choose compassion, love, hope and gentleness. This is who I am and who I choose to be.
You will not find me standing in protest holding a sign. I do not judge those who do. I just do not feel this is where real change takes place.
For six years now, I have dug my heals in deep, kicked and screamed, resisted, held on with all my might, built walls and lived an isolated life. But I’ve also worked so hard to excavate that pain, and anger. I have learned to recognize self defeating patterns and behaviors. I have realized how often I backed down and made myself small to lift others up and let them shine. I’ve done a lot of hard self evaluation and soul searching.
Lately, my journey has lead me to a place, I feel, I am called to go. A place where I can fulfill my passion and purpose and make a huge impact on future generations. That path is and will be paved with self love, compassion, hope, community, support and love. This is my path to impact the world. This is my calling and what will fill my soul.
It is not in my purpose to dilute my soul to meet anyone else’s expectations or needs. It is my will, purpose and passion to fill future women leaders with the desire to allow this ripple to effect everyone they meet. That is who I am. That is me answering my calling from God, universe, however you want to define it.
In this, I find my wholeness, passion, purpose and power. I wish to share this with the world.
Sunday, June 14, 2020
Hungry Desire
Even the moon looks down in jealousyAs she reaches for her desireGrasping the heat with her hungry handsUsing it to fill her soul
Saturday, June 13, 2020
Name It
Friday, June 12, 2020
The Sleep
Thursday, June 11, 2020
The Space Between
The Light
Face to Face
Already Diving
Wednesday, June 10, 2020
True (5-92)
Erect, proper, silently thinking through
Words that don't come easy, clear and exactly right
Your eyes search slowly, my face, for a clue
Blue, green, grey, they turn in need of light
A light in the depth of my heart for you
I can see your desire to put up this fight
Because it would be easy easy to make one of two
But we are nervous and too scared to try
Whatever it is we are doing here
Honesty, truth, sincerity is nigh
You should feel you have nothing to fear
Look into my eyes so deep down in the blue
and know, my dear, I will always be true
Dark Eyes (90s)
Straight to the core of my existence
Telling me of a longing deep inside
Maybe one only I can fulfill
Your touch leaves chills down my spine
As if it were a path of ice
Slowly creeping down my back
Then engulfing all of me
Intensity grows with every kiss
You hold me tighter against your chest
I can feel every muscle of your body
Tensing against mine
Passion rises from your lips
To gently caress my neck
Slowly exploring each line and curve
An continuing down my back
Where will this lead, I wonder
As I close my eyes
Thinking, take me where you may
As long as I am in your arms tonight
Thinking and Weeping (90s)
Alone (the 90s)
Burning Desire (5-92)
THE PURPLE SKY (1992)
A STAR GLISTENS BY ITS SIDE
MY HEART LISTENS FOR YOURS TO BEAT
WITH THOUGHTS FOR ME, THAT YOU SEEK
THE WIND TOUSLES THE TREES ABOUT
THE RAIN IS BEGINNING TO STREAM DOWN
MY MIND RETURNS TO YOUR GLEAMING FACE
MY BODY ACHES FOR YOUR WARM EMBRACE
LIGHTNING STREAKS THE PURPLE SKY
THUNDER SHOUTS FOR MORNING LIGHT
MY EYES WEEP A SONG FOR YOU
MY CHEEKS ARE WET WITH MORNING DEW
THEN THE SUN WAKES ITS SLEEPY EYES
TO GREET THE WORLD FROM DEEP INSIDE
IT DRIES MY TEARS AND HOLDS ME TIGHT
TO WHISPER, "IT WILL BE ALRIGHT"
Your Hands (2/92)
Choices
Look into your own eyes
Look Deeply
See Clearly
You There
You have the Power
The Power to Change
To Change Yourself
To Change the World
Choices from here
Determine How you get There
Choose Wisely